neverland

life is going well in neverland, vacation and spending time with the family has not exactly been relaxing, since i have two little ones there is still no such thing has sleeping in or leisurely naps, but other than that it has been as relaxing as could be.

i've come into some relationship problems with my mother, we have always been close but know that i have a family of my own and seem to be doing okay she has been pushing a few of her child hood and life long issues, hang ups, abuse, etc. onto us and our relationship. we have talked and it was mostly in her mind and/or state of mind only, her problems, insecurities and hang ups interfering with the relationship we had. things are okay but i was extremely hurt let alone dumbfounded and speechless(literally)when this all started a few days ago. she was accusing me and mad at me for things that were just in another realm and i just couldn't believe she could think such things. but we all know the mind and psyche are a powerful thing. i am moving past it to the best of my ability, i know that this is about her and i am just going to be there for her as much as possible, however it will still hurt a little in the back of my heart for awhile. i have always supported my mother in everything, she has had a hard childhood and inturn didn't turn it around and now has had a hard life, but i have always been there for her, helped her emotionally and financially and have never turned my back on her or away from her. just a lot to swallow.

everyone and everything else has been great, computer has been working great since yesterday, keep my fingers crossed :)